2. What part of your body is most affected by it?

My left arm, mainly. But I've also done it on my left thigh, and my right wrist. :/

Day 1: How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started

I've only been cutting since November, but...I've been doing bad things to myself since I was like...9.

I started because I hated myself, and wanted to make myself hurt.

But I started cutting to see what it felt like. And it felt...almost refreshing.

It became addictive.

And soon, I was addicted. And I still am.

3O Day Self Harm Challenge

1. How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.
2. What part of your body is most affected by it?
3. What is your motivation to recover?
4. Do you consider yourself “addicted”? why or why not?
5. What part of self harm do you dislike the most?
6. What about it do you enjoy?
7. list 10 activities that help you calm down.

8. What the most supportive thing anyone has said to you about self harm?

9. Have you ever taken pictures of your wounds? Discuss.

10. How do you feel about your scars?
11. Strangest place (school, park, etc) you’ve ever injured yourself?

12. Where do you keep your ‘tools’? (Your room, in a box, disposed of them?)
13. What is the biggest realization about self harm you’ve had?
14. Is there anyone you consider to be an inspiration in your recovery?
15. Do you visit any websites about self harm? If so, what are they?

16. What advice would you give to someone about self harm?
17. Do you know anyone else who injures themselves?
18. Write a letter to the future (recovered) you.

19. List 5 reasons that recovery is worth it.

20. What is the most vivid memory you have of self harm.

21. Have you tried to stop in the past? What are you doing differently this time?
22. Where do you feel the most calm?
23. What is your favorite inspirational quote?

24. What are some of your main triggers? Why?
25. Do you know any statistics about self harm?
26. What is something that makes you the most happy?

27. Discuss any and all progress you have made.
28. What short-term goals do you have?
29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?

30. Post your favorite picture of yourself and write a positive message to look back on.

What _is_ Love?

Love is not being able to get her off your mind.
Everytime you touch, sparks fill your stomach.
She makes you feel like you're the only guy for her.
Love is wanting to spoil her, just because you can.
Seeing her smile, and realizing that its the most perfect thing in the world.
Love is not caring atall what other people think.
Love is risking your life for your girl/guy.
Love is hurting the person that hurt her.
Love is...Love is indescribable.

Y'see...

Y'see, this is what I like. Helping people and being able to honestly use the answer "Yes"when someone asks if I'm okay, instead of using it when someone asks if somethings bothering me.
I hate seeing my friends hurting, don't get me wrong, but I like being able to help them without constantly getting distracted by my own problems.
Since Bea came into my life, I really haven't had any.
So now I can make sure everyone I care about is happy and okay, and actually have some free time to spend mucking around with Bea whilst she wears my boxers as shorts.
x')

I wrote this song a while back, and i just...i think it really fits right now.

Give me a kiss to last for a lifetime,

Give me a kiss to remember for today,

Give me your heart and I'll keep it for forever,

Tell me you love me, it'll make my day,

Tell me your secrets, you can trust me,

Give me your heart and I'll give you mine,

Make this night, last forever,

Baby I love you til the end of time,

Doo,badoo,badooo,

doobee,doobee,doobee

doo,badoo,badoo-hoooooo,

Give me your heart(and I'll give you mine)

Tell me you love me(it'll make my day)

Give me a kiiiiiiss,

You're the only one i want, for the rest of my life<33

GRRR!!!

Urgh! Romeo you bastard!
Trying to break me and Bea up, are you?!
Bring it on.
I now know the truth, and you're now a dead bastard:)
Have fun talking to me next time, cos you're a dead man.
No joke.
I love Bea and there's nothing you can do to stop it!